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The Moment You Were Gone.

Fri Oct 9, 2009, 6:08 AM
  • Mood: Agony
  • Listening to: Careful by Paramore
  • Reading: 3 different books x_x
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"I'm listening to myself speaking and I know I probably seem ridiculous to you. You're all silent and dignified and orderly, and I'm some kind of bubbling Icelandic geyser. But I made a decision when I was walking here - that I didn't care about being cool or pretending that it's not a big deal. You know when people fall over in public and they're bleeding copiously or their ankle has swollen so much they can barely walk? They jump up shakily and insist that they're fine, it's nothing, because for some reason it's embarressing to say it's really painful. I don't wanna be like that. It's really painful, do you hear me? Do you?
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Why have I come? Why? To be honest, I have no fucking idea. I just suddenly found I had to. I didnt want you to fade to a distant memory and not matter anymore. I wanted you to matter, dont you see? I wanted to hurt about it, even though I should have grown up by now and accepted that it was all so long ago when i was a foolish young woman. I don't want time to heal everything, I hate that. It's crap. And I wanted to see if it mattered to you, too.
I couldn't bear it if you had forgotten about me and us, when all this time I've remembered...."


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  • Current Residence: DutchLand! 8D
  • Favourite movie: My Sister's Keeper.
  • Favourite band or musician: Jason Reeves.
  • Favourite genre of music: Pop, Punk-Rock, Alternative.
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy VIII
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Butters. (South Park) <3
  • Personal Quote: So, I'll be your "one more time" & you'll be my "one last chance".

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:icontompwnzyou:
Thanks for the :+fav:, generic deviant!
:iconmisunderstooddreamer:
I lol'd.

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:iconliimeliight:
thanks very much for favin' my [link] :giggle:

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Ja se ei lähde pois, vaikka kuinka rukoillaan.
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:iconmisunderstooddreamer:
welcome ^^

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:iconschreiberseele:
thank you so much for the :+fav:

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I´m sorry for my english
:iconmisunderstooddreamer:
you are most welcome!

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:iconbd-chan:
HEY!! =D

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:iconmisunderstooddreamer:
Hii! (:

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:iconbd-chan:
=DDDDD

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:iconmisunderstooddreamer:
How are you? <3

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:iconbd-chan:
Good, yourself?

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:iconconundramatic:
you really do have great pictures

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:iconmisunderstooddreamer:
you really do get on my nerves when saying that ><

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:iconconundramatic:
sorry but it is the truth .. I'll try to hold back some on it though

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:iconfindmyfairytale:
Thanks for the favorite :D

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Carolyn

.chasing castles like there's no tomorrow.
:iconmisunderstooddreamer:
you're welcome :floating:

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